Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Thanksgiving!

Thanks and giving...

two amazing words alone and together they can be taken for granted by me.

So today, or tonight I should say, I will say that I am giving thanks for so many things in my wonderful life and here are just a few of my blessings:

1. Jesus Christ, as my savior and the fact that He wants to be my friend too.
2. Wisdom
3. My amazing parents...if you know them in person, you know I am blessed!
4. My daughter, she rocks this world and she is more of a blessing to me than I can even describe.
5. My sister and her family...my niece and nephew...oh how I love all of them!
6. My extended family...not many families can say how close they are to their cousins, aunts and uncles but I can and it is so wonderful to have so many people think you are great, no one can make you feel like they do!
7. My house...how does a single mother who lives on a teacher salary have this home? It's all God! It is a cute little house too by the way...love it
8. My car...God blesses my parents and they give. They say they can't outgive God, I have seen them try...and they can't...it's fun to watch them try...hee hee...
9. a clean house and a mowed lawn...wow
10. Thanksgiving break...a week off to rest and remember your blessings!

Again, I repeat, this is a small part of the millions of blessings God has blessed me with. I read a book over this summer about the Prayer of Jabez. It says not to be afraid to ask God for all the blessings He has for us.

I remember one time at church a pastor teaching me the lesson of blessings...that wouldn't it be a shame to get to heaven and God opens a closet with blessings and He says these are all yours all you had to do was ask for them.

I find it hard to ask God for more blessings because He has given me so much. However, flip that coin around and I realize that God wants to bless me. He loves me so much, He wants to shower me with blessings.

It blows me away to think that God wants a relationship with me, wants to be my friend and my savior, wants to bless me. It overwhelms me.

I am blessed because of HIM!

I love Him and I hope and pray that you know Him as your savior first and quickly after, as your friend. It's the best relationship you will ever experience. It's a blessing. You will be thankful...I am everyday!

Have a wonderful Thanksgiving!

Saturday, November 21, 2009

God's Handywork!


My Birthday Flowers from My Dad


Morning Dew on Charlotte's Home


Bennie and My Birthday Flowers


As my cousin would say when he was a baby: "A Bee! A Bee!"

Friday, November 20, 2009

Team Jakeward!

I'm not a fanatical fan of the Twilight series, although I know and respect many.

I've seen the first movie and have not read any of the books. That was all my knowledge base on Edward, Jacob and Bella. Well, that and the many conversations I heard as my co-workers talked and discussed their lives as if they were real, living, breathing people...or vampires and werewolves...either way, I enjoyed the conversations and loved seeing the passion of reading coming back into the lives of those around me.



Then last night we get a call from some friends who secured tickets to the premier of "New Moon" at midnight in Plano and could Darbie and I go with them? Of course we can. Darbie is a huge fan of the series and I am a huge fan of making memories with the ones you love, so "Let's go!"

It was crazy, fans everywhere with homemade t-shirts, boxed meals, books, computers etc. Needless to say, it was not their first rodeo!

The two adults in our party sat on one side of the theater while Darbie and her friend sat on the opposite side. He and her talked for hours while we waited for the movie to start. Darbie started to look like the sandman was sprinkling dust on her until the show started. Then her and all the other fans were engaged.

As I watched the movie, I slowly started to get sucked into Forks, or is it Fort, Washington? I don't know, but wherever these kids live, I was there with them. What an amazing movie. It made a fan out of this 40 year old woman!

As I sat there watching, I decided I am so Team Jacob!!!

Darbie and I had a long discussion about which team we were. She didn't understand why I was Team Jacob as she is full on Team Edward. The answer was simply this:

"Darbie, when I was your age, I sooooo would have been Team Edward. But now having had the experiences of my life and having gotten to know myself better, I am soooo Team Jacob."

She then asked me in her much wiser in her head than her chronological age way, "Why would you have been Team Edward at 14 and what made you change your mind? I mean, what is it about Edward that you would have liked at my age?"

I sat for a second trying to come up with words that fit the way I felt. I knew the answer but didn't know how to put it to words. We call that processing time. Darbie says I need one of those monitors on my forehead that the credit card machines have that flash "Still Processing". So after some thought I stated this as my wisest answer I could put to words:

"When I was 14, I would have loved the way Edward looks at Bella. I would have wanted someone to look at me that way. When I was 14, I would have been so attracted to the passion and basically the obsession the two of them share.

Now 25 years later, I just want protection. The way Jacob treated Bella, with the attention, protection and safety. He loves her deeply and he loves her as his best friend. They share passion, but it is secondary."

It is a dream...at least to me.

I am sure Darbie didn't understand how the more boring list was so attractive to me, someday she will...so for now she will love the vampire and I will love the werewolf and there will be one for each of us.